A first glimpse

So today I would say was the first day that I really got a feel for life here. As part of one of the classes that I am taking there is a service component. We have the opportunity to pick from one of five sights from which we want to volunteer on a weekly basis. Today we got to go and visit 3 of them. But in order to get there you have to take the "gua-guas" which are ridiculous! It costs 13 pesos to ride them and if you don't have the exact change theres a good chance you will just pay with what you have even if its 20 pesos or whatever. But anyways they are PACKED!!! There is no such thing as personal space on the gua-guas, it is just like a mini van only you can eaisly cram in upward towards 20-25 people. The door remains open the entire ride and the workers hang off the side, only haning on the roof, looking for potential riders and then they just simply hit the roof twice and the driver pulls over no matter where and then they attempt to cram yet another passenger. It is crazy! But it is so much fun at the same time!!! And a great opportunity to use the language. The city is a bit intimidating and it is going to take a lot of practice being able to be independent and get around in it. So anyways, we arrived at the first sight "Hospicio San Vincente de Paul" which is a hospice for the old and infirmed. A wonderful cute little "moneja" or nun took us around and introduced us to the guests. They were so happy to see us and loved to talk to us. It was a wonderful place, but people who go there obviously go there to die and that would be very hard for me if I made connections with them and lost them. Then we went to "Hogar Luby" which was one of the most profound experiences of my entire life. It is an orphange but it is for mentaly and physically disabled children. Some of the children have to be tied down to there cribs so they don't hurt themselves. And some of them are so mal-nurished that you can practically see their bones through their skin. It is really hard to even try to explain the experience with words. The volunteers there are incredible people. Most of the kids were just simply abandoned and if it weren't for Hogar Luby they would have no place to go. It was really hard to experience this first hand and you just feel so helpless, but just simply being there and offering a loving touch means so much. So that was def. an amazing site but I don't know if I will pick that one, you have to be a really really strong person to handle it. Then finally we went to "Sala de Tarea" which is a program to help school aged kids fill in the gaps in their educations. It is a great program that helps them on their school work and even teach them english a bit and just be there and build relationships with the children. So we have 2 more sites to visit these next few days and then we pick where we want to go by Sunday and then we will go there on a weekly basis. So everything is quite the experience and it is hard to take it all in at times but through patience and prayer I have no doubt that God will reveal to me where I am meant to be. Wow long entry! If you made it all the way through- muy bien! Well thats it for now. God Bless.
Caitlin